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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    8:43 am
    @@@@@However, it is our children, educated in the
    @@@@@However, it is our children, educated in the same school system, who will end up paying for itThe message is still to work hard, earn money and spend it, and when we run short, we can always borrow more
    Unfortunately, 90 percent of the Western world subscribes to the above dogma, simply because it's easier to find a job and work for moneyIf you are not one of the masses, I offer you the following ten steps to awaken your financial geniusI simply offer you the steps I have personally followed If you want to follow some of them, greatIf you don't, make up your ownYour financial genius is smart enough to develop its own list
    While in Peru, with a gold miner of 45 years, I asked him how he was so confident about finding a gold mineHe replied, "There is gold everywhereMost people are not trained to see it
    And I would say that is trueIn real estate, I can go out and in a day come up with four or five great potential deals, while the average person will go out and find nothing Even looking in the same neighborhoodThe reason is they have not taken the time to develop their financial genius
    I offer you the following ten steps as a process to develop your God-given powersPowers only you have control over I NEED A REASON GREATER THAN REALITY: The power of spirit If you ask most people if they would like to be rich or financially free, they would say "yes But then reality sets inThe road seems too long with too many hills to climbIt's easier to just work for money and hand the excess over to your brokerI once met a young woman who had dreams of swimming for the UThe reality was, she had to get up every morning at 4 ato swim for three hours before going to sch
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    8:43 am
    @@@@@ Lefty laughs, and Polack is made There
    @@@@@
    Lefty laughs, and Polack is made

    There are obligations, howeverLefty likes to smoke, and he can get away with a half-pack after lights out without getting caughtEvery other night, the cigarette detail goes out for Lefty
    The four kids sneak out to the wall of the orphanage in the evening, and two of them are hoisted overThey drop to the pavement outside, walk for two blocks to the shopping street and loiter beside the newspaper rack of the candy store
    Polack walks inside to the cigarette counter
    Whadeya want, kiddo? the candy store man saysHe looks out the doorwayMister, that kid's stealing your papers! And the confederate tears down the street with the owner starting after himPolack grabs a couple of packs, thumbs his nose at the owner's wife, who is screaming at him, and runs away in the opposite direction
    Ten minutes later they rendezvous outside the wall of the orphanageOne of them boosts the other up to the ledge and then scrabbles after him, holding to his armThey sneak through the empty corridors, give Lefty his cigarettes, and are in bed a half hour after they have left
    Nuttin' to it, Polack whispers to the kid next to him

    One time Lefty gets caught smokingFor the real bad offenses there is a special punishmentSister Agnes lines the boys up in a file, and makes Lefty straddle a bench with his can up in the airEach of the kids is supposed to walk by and give him a clout on the butt
    Only, they are all afraid to, and one after another walks by giving him only a patSister Agnes is furiousYou're supposed to hit Francis, she criesI'm going to punish everyone who doesn't
    The next kid gives Lefty a mild thump, and Sister Agnes makes him hold out his palm while she hits him with the ruler she is holdingEach of the kids in turn taps Lefty and holds out his palm for the blo
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    8:43 am
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    chanel vintage,diamond gucci,men wallet gucci,chanel sale ,gucci mens watch@@@@@She
    could
    see his dark eyes flashing with the joy of it, his white smile gleaming
    in hispirate's faceScarlett smiled, too, thinking of itI'm happy,
    too, she thoughtThis is the way it's supposed to be when you have a
    baby, Melly always said so"Oh, my God," she whispered aloud
    Melly
    died trying to have one, and chanel vintage my insides are all messed up, DrMeade
    said, after I had the miscarriageThat's why I didn't know I was
    pregnant, I didn't even notice I missed my time of month, because it's
    been so undependable for so long
    Suppose having this baby kills me? Oh, God, please, please, God,
    don't
    let me die just when I finally get diamond gucci what I need to be happy
    She crossed herself again and again in confused entreaty, propitiation,
    superstitionThen she shook her head angrilyWhat was she doing?
    Just being sillyShe was strong and healthyNot like Melly at
    all
    Why, Mammy always said it was downright shameful the way she
    dropped a
    baby with hardly men wallet gucci more fuss than an alley cat
    She was going to do just fine, and her baby would be fine, tooAnd
    her life would be fine, with Rhett loving her, loving their baby
    They'd be the happiest, lovingest family in the whole world
    Gracious, she hadn't even thought of Miss EleanorTalk about
    baby-loving! Miss Eleanor was going chanel sale to pop her buttons with pride
    I can see her now, at the Market, telling everybody, even the bent-up
    old man who sweeps out the trashThis baby's going to be the talk of
    Charleston before it even draws its first breathThat's where I should be goingI want
    to see Rhett, to tell himMaybe the Brian Boru could put in gucci men's watch the
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    8:51 am
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    cartier watch replica,Tiffany Bracelets,omega planet ocean,gucci backpack,Tiffany Earrings@@@@@His arm
    tightens around meDoes he feel the fire? “I don't want you to stop I want to be more exact,
    but I can't find the wordsIt's bad enough having admitted this much“If you don't
    feel the same way, I understandMaybe it isn't the same for you
    “Oh, Mel,” he sighs in my ear, cartier watch replica and pulls my face around to meet his
    More flames in his lips, fiercer than the others, blisteringI don't know what I'm doing, but it
    doesn't seem to matterHis hands are in my hair, and my heart is about to combustI don'twant to breathe
    But his lips move to my ear, and he holds my Tiffany Bracelets face when I try to find them again
    “It was a miracle–more than a miracle–when I found you, MelanieRight now, if I was given
    the choice between having the world back and having you, I wouldn't be able to give you up
    Not to save five billion lives
    “Very wrong but very trueI try to omega planet ocean reach for his lips againHe pulls away, looking like he has something
    to sayWhat more can there be?
    “But…”
    “But?” How can there be abut? What could possibly follow all this fire that starts with abut?
    “But you're seventeen, Melanie
    “What's that got to do with anything?”
    He gucci backpack doesn't answerHis hands stroke my arms slowly, painting them with fire
    “You've got to be kidding me I lean back to search his face“You're going to worry
    aboutconventions when we're past the end of the world?”
    He swallows loudly before he speaks“Most conventions exist for a reason, Tiffany Earrings
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    8:43 am
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    tiffany heart tag,Gucci Clutches,omega planet ocean,louis vuitton denim,louis vuitton tote@@@@@You know, the
    living room/kitchen I'd never been in her Providence apartmentbut then when
    I camed back
    "Are you going to sleep? Don't go to sleep on me,
    Miss Cookie But her voice was fading
    "Ilse! Wake up! Wake the fuck up!"
    "Daddy!" tiffany heart tag Sounding shockedBut also fully awake
    again
    "What happened to the picture? What was different
    about it when you came back?"
    "It was in the bed'oomI guess I must have moved
    it myself - it's even stuck on the same red
    Pushpin - but I don't Gucci Clutches remember doing itI guess I
    wanted it closer to meIsn't that funny?"
    No, I didn't think it was funny
    895
    "I wouldn't want to live if you were dead, Daddy,"
    she said"I'd want to be dead, tooas dead as a marble!" And she laughedI
    thought of omega planet ocean Wireman's daughter and did not
    "Listen to me carefully, IlseIt's important that
    you do as I sayWill you do that?"
    "Yes, DaddyAs long as it doesn't take too longI might
    be able to sleep, now that I know you're all
    right
    Yes, she'd be able to louis vuitton denim sleepRight under The End
    of the Game, hanging from its red PushpinAnd
    she'd wake up thinking that the dream had been
    this conversation, the reality her father's
    suicide on Duma Key
    The rage was back, just like thatAs if it had
    never been louis vuitton tote aw
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    8:43 am
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    messenger bag prada,chloe black,motorcycle balenciaga,cartier womens,chanel white watch@@@@@Norris almost started“Live with me, dear Lady Bertram!
    what do you mean?”
    “Is she not to live with you? I thought you had settled it with Sir
    Thomas
    25
    Jane Austen
    “Me! neverI never spoke a syllable about it to Sir Thomas, nor he
    to meFanny live with me! the last thing in the world for me to
    think of, or for anybody to wish that really knows us bothGood
    heaven! what could I do with Fanny? Me! a poor, helpless, forlorn
    widow, unfit for anything, my spirits quite broke messenger bag prada down; what could
    I do with a girl at her time of life? A girl of fifteen! the very age of all
    others to need most attention and care, and put the cheerfullest
    spirits to the test! Sure Sir Thomas could not seriously expect such a
    thing! Sir Thomas is too much my friendNobody that wishes me
    well, I am sure, would propose itHow came Sir Thomas to speak to
    you about it?”
    “Indeed, I do not knowI suppose he thought it best
    “But what did he say? He could not say he wished me chloe black to take
    FannyI am sure in his heart he could not wish me to do it
    “No; he only said he thought it very likely; and I thought so too
    We both thought it would be a comfort to youBut if you do not
    like it, there is no more to be saidShe is no encumbrance here
    “Dear sister, if you consider my unhappy state, how can she be
    any comfort to me? Here am I, a poor desolate widow, deprived of
    the best of husbands, my health gone in attending and nursing him,
    my spirits still worse, motorcycle balenciaga all my peace in this world destroyed, with
    hardly enough to support me in the rank of a gentlewoman, and
    enable me to live so as not to disgrace the memory of the dear departed—
    what possible comfort could I have in taking such a charge
    upon me as Fanny? If I could wish it for my own sake, I would not
    do so unjust a thing by the poor girlShe is in good hands, and sure
    of doing wellI must struggle through my sorrows and difficulties
    as I can
    “Then you will not mind living cartier womens by yourself quite alone?”
    “Lady Bertram, I do not complainI know I cannot live as I have
    done, but I must retrench where I can, and learn to be a better
    managerI have been a liberal housekeeper enough, but I shall not
    be ashamed to practise economy nowMy situation is as much altered
    as my incomeA great many things were due from poor Mr
    Norris, as clergyman of the parish, that cannot be expected from
    meIt is unknown how much was consumed in our kitchen by odd
    comers and chanel white watch goe
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    8:43 am
    @@@@@But each fall came a little more quickly
    @@@@@But each fall came a little more quickly than the one that had preceded itRoth moved forward almost unconsciously, his legs buckling at every misstepAfter a half hour he could no longer get up without assistance, and each step he took was doubtful, uncertain, like an infant walking alone across a roomHe even fell like an infant, his feet folding under him while he sat blank on his thighs, a little bewildered that he was not still walking
    In time he began to irritate the platoonCroft would not let them sit down and the enforced wait until Roth was able to walk again annoyed themThey began to wait for Roth to fall and the inevitable recurrence of it rasped their sensesTheir anger began to shift from Croft to Roth
    The mountain was becoming more treacherousFor ten minutes Croft had been leading them along a rocky ledge up the side of a sheer bluff of stone, and the path in places was only a few feet wideAt their right, never more than a yard or two away, was a drop of several hundred feet, and despite themselves they would pitch at times close to the edgeIt roused another fear in them, and Roth's halts made them impatientThey were anxious to get past the ledge
    In the middle of this ascent Roth fell down, started to get up, and then sprawled out again when no one helped himThe rock surface of the ledge was hot but he felt comfortable lying against itThe afternoon rain had just begun and he felt it driving into his flesh, cooling the stoneHe wasn't going to get upSomewhere through his numbness another resentment had taken holdWhat was the point of going on?
    Someone was tugging at his shoulder, and he flung him off"I can't go on," he gasped, "I can't go on, I can't He slapped his fist weakly against the stone
    It was Gallagher trying to lift him"Get up, you sonofabitch," Gallagher shoutedHis body ached with the effort of holding RothGo 'way!"
    Roth heard himself sobbin
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    8:43 am
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    Scarlett could call her "MrsFitz," and she would call Scarlett "Mrs But only when they were alone togetherIn front of other people,
    full formality had to be maintained"Even Colum?" Scarlett wanted to
    knowFitz considered, then omega seamaster gmt yieldedColum was a special
    case
    Scarlett tried to take advantage now of MrsFitz's partiality to
    him
    "I'll only walk down to Colum's," she said"He hasn't been to see me
    for ages, and I miss him
    "He's away on business and you know itI gucci ladies watches heard him tell you he was
    going
    "Bother!" Scarlett muttered She went back to her chair
    by the window and sat down"Go talk to Miss Piles"By the way," she said as she left, "her name is MrsBut you can call her Miss Piles if you gold gucci watch likeYou'll likely
    never meet her Scarlett waited until she was sure
    MrsFitz wouldn't catch her and then she got ready to go outShe'd
    been obedient long enoughIt was an accepted fact that after
    childbirth a woman recuperated for a month, rolex watches for women most of the time in bed,
    and she'd done thatShe didn't see why she should have to add three
    more weeks to it just because Cat's birth hadn't been normalThe
    doctor at Ballyhara struck her as a good man, even reminded her a
    little quilted chanel bag o
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    8:51 am
    @@@@@Now I stared out the windshield at the vast,
    @@@@@Now I stared out the windshield at the vast, vacant
    plain and felt my stomach twist with panic
    We have to move, WandererIt's only going to get hotter
    If I hadn't wasted more than a quarter of a tank of gas stubbornly pushing on to the very base of
    the second landmark–only to find that the third milestone was no longer visible from that
    vantage and to have to turn around and backtrack–we would have been so much farther down
    this sandy wash, so much closer to our next goalThanks to me, we were going to have to travel
    on foot now
    I loaded the water, one bottle at a time, into the pack, my motions unnecessarily deliberate; I
    added the remaining granola bars just as slowlyAll the while, Melanie ached for me to hurry
    Her impatience made it hard to think, hard to concentrate on anythingLike what was going to
    happen to us
    C'mon, c'mon, c'mon,she chanted until I lurched, stiff and awkward, out of the carMy back
    throbbed as I straightened upIt hurt from sleeping so contorted last night, not from the weight
    of the pack; the pack wasn't that heavy when I used my shoulders to lift it
    Now cover the car,she instructed, picturing me ripping thorny branches from the nearby
    creosotes and palo verdes and draping them over the silver top of the car
    “Why?”
    Her tone implied that I was quite stupid for not understanding
    But what if I want to be found? What if there's nothing out here but heat and dirt? We have no
    way to get home!
    Home?she questioned, throwing cheerless images at me: the vacant apartment in San Diego,
    the Seeker's most obnoxious expression, the dot that marked Tucson on the map… a brief,
    happier flash of the red canyon that slipped in by accidenthere would that be?
    I turned my back on the car, ignoring her adviceI was in too far alreadyI wasn't going to give
    up all hope of returnMaybe someone would find the car and then find meI could easily and
    honestly explain what I was doing here to any rescuer: I was lostI'd lost my way… lost my
    control… lost my mind
    I followed the wash at first, letting my body fall into its natural long-strided rhythmIt wasn't
    the way I walked on the sidewalks to and from the university–it wasn'tmy walk at allBut it fit
    the rugged terrain here and moved me smoothly forward with a speed that surprised me until I
    got used to it
    “What if I hadn't come this way?” I wondered as I walked farther into the desert wast
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    8:43 am
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    rolex ladies watches,chanel fake,gucci twirl watch,old omega,gucci backpack@@@@@And as you asked, Table X 2, and
    in ceraI take no credit, just struck lucky, but
    it really is the lastThanks for everything, Pal
    See you when I get back this side of the puddle
    DD
    Wireman touched Table X 2 and said, "The table is
    leakingDoes the rest of this mean anything to
    you, Edgar?"
    It did, but for a rolex ladies watches moment my damned sick memory
    refused to give it upI can do this, I thought
    and then thought sidewaysFirst to Ilse saying
    973
    Share your pool, mister?, and that hurt, but I let
    it because that was the way inWhat followed was
    the memory of another girl dressed for another
    poolThis girl was all breasts and chanel fake long legs in a
    black tank suit, she was Mary Ire as Hockney had
    painted her - Gidget in Tampa, she had called her
    younger self - and then I had itI let out a
    breath I hadn't known I was holding
    "DD was Dave Davis," I said"In the Roaring
    Twenties he was a Suncoast mogul
    "How do you know that?"
    "Mary Ire told gucci twirl watch me," I said, and a cold part of me
    that would probably never warm up again could
    appreciate the irony; life is a wheel, and if you
    wait long enough, it always comes back around to
    where it started"Davis was friends with John
    Eastlake, and apparently supplied Eastlake with
    plenty of good liquor
    "Champers," old omega Jack said"That's champagne, right?"
    Wireman said, "Good for you, Jack, but I want to
    know what Table is
    "It's Spanish," Jack said"You should know that
    974
    Wireman cocked an eyebrow at him"You're thinking
    of será - with an s
    "Doris Day, 1956," I said"The future's not ours
    to see And a good thing, too, I gucci backpack thou
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    8:43 am
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    Such and such-like were the reasonings of Sir Thomas, happy to
    escape the embarrassing evils of a rupture, the wonder, the reflections,
    the reproach that must attend it; happy to secure a marriage
    which would bring him such an addition of respectability and influence,
    and very happy to think anything of his daughter’s disposition
    that was most favourable for the purpose
    To her the conference closed as satisfactorily as to himShe was in
    a state of mind to be glad that she had secured her fate beyond
    recall: that she had pledged herself anew to Sotherton; that she was
    175
    Jane Austen
    safe from the possibility of giving Crawford the triumph of governing
    her actions, and destroying her prospects; and retired in proud
    resolve, determined only to behave more cautiously to Mr
    Rushworth in Tiffany Earrings future, that her father might not be again suspecting
    her
    Had Sir Thomas applied to his daughter within the first three or
    four days after Henry Crawford’s leaving Mansfield, before her feelings
    were at all tranquillised, before she had given up every hope of
    him, or absolutely resolved on enduring his rival, her answer might
    have been different; but after another three or four days, when there
    was no return, no letter, no message, no symptom of a softened heart,
    no hope of advantage from separation, her mind became cool enough
    to seek all the comfort that pride and self revenge could give
    Henry Crawford had destroyed her happiness, but he should not
    know that he had done it; he should not destroy her credit, her
    appearance, her prosperity, tooHe should not have to think of her
    as pining cartier santos 100 in the retirement of Mansfield for him, rejecting Sotherton
    and London, independence and splendour, for his sakeIndependence
    was more needful than ever; the want of it at Mansfield more
    sensibly feltShe was less and less able to endure the restraint which
    her father imposedThe liberty which his absence had given was
    now become absolutely necessaryShe must escape from him and
    Mansfield as soon as possible, and find consolation in fortune and
    consequence, bustle and the world, for a wounded spiritHer mind
    was quite determined, and varied not
    To such feelings delay, even the delay of much preparation, would
    have been an evil, and MrRushworth could hardly be more impatient
    for the marriage than herselfIn all the important preparations
    of the mind she was complete: being prepared for chanel jewelry matrimony by an
    hatred of home, restraint, and tranquillity; by the misery of disappointed
    affection, and contempt of the man she was to marryThe preparations of new carriages and furniture
    might wait for London and spring, when her own taste could have
    fairer play
    The principals being all agreed in this respect, it soon appeared
    that a very few weeks would be sufficient for such arrangements as
    must precede the wedding
    176
    Mansfield Park
    MrsRushworth was quite ready to retire, and make way for the
    fortunate young woman whom her dear son had selected; and very
    early in November removed herself, her maid, her footman, and her
    chariot, with true dowager propriety, to Bath, there to parade over
    the wonders of Sotherton in her evening parties; enjoying them as
    thoroughly, perhaps, in the spy bag fendi animation of a card-table, as she had
    ever done on the spot; and before the middle of the same month the
    ceremony had taken place which gave Sotherton another mistress
    It was a very proper weddingThe bride was elegantly dressed; the
    two bridesmaids were duly inferior; her father gave her away; her
    mother stood with salts in her hand, expecting to be agitated; her
    aunt tried to cry; and the service was impressively read by Dr
    Nothing could be objected to when it came under the discussion of
    the neighbourhood, except that the carriage which conveyed the bride
    and bridegroom and Julia from the church-door to Sotherton was the
    same chaise which MrRushworth had used for a twelvemonth before
    In everything else the etiquette of the day might stand the strictest
    investigation
    It was done, and they were tank louis
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    8:53 am
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    his huge headIf any emotion could be defined in his expression, it was an admixture of fury and
    bewilderment
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    100
    11
    “Don’t touch anything,” ordered Bourne as Flannagan and Rachel Swayne haltingly preceded him
    into the general’s photograph-lined studyAt the sight of the old soldier’s corpse arched back in the
    chair behind the desk, the ugly gun still in his outstretched hand, and the horror beyond left by gucci watches ladies the
    blowing away of the back of his skull, the wife convulsed, falling to her knees as if she might
    vomitant grabbed her arm, holding her off the floor, his eyes dazed, fixed on the
    mutilated remains of General Norman Swayne
    “Crazy son of a bitch,” whispered Flannagan, his voice strained and barely audibleThen
    standing motionless, the muscles of his jaw pulsating, he roared“You insane fuckin’ son of a
    bitch! What did you do it for—why? What do we do now?”
    “You call the police, Sergeant,” answered gucci boston bag Jason
    “What?” yelled the aide, spinning aroundSwayne, lurching to her feet“We can’t do that!”
    “I don’t think you’ve got a choiceYou may have driven him to kill himself
    but you didn’t kill him
    “What the hell are you talking about?” asked Flannagan gruffly
    “Better a simple if messy domestic tragedy than a far wider investigation, wouldn’t you say? I
    gather it’s no secret that you two have an arrangement that’s—well, no secret
    “He didn’t give a shit about our, ‘arrangement,’ and that was no secret, Chloe Purse either
    “He encouraged us at every opportunity,” added Rachel Swayne, hesitantly smoothing her skirt,
    oddly, swiftly regaining her composureShe spoke to Bourne but her eyes strayed to her lover“He
    consistently threw us together, often for days at a timeDo we have to stay in here? My God, I
    was married to that man for twenty-six years! I’m sure you can understand this is horrible for
    me!”
    “We have things to discuss,” said Bourne
    “Not in here, if you pleaseThe living room; it’s across the louis vuitton men hallSwayne,
    suddenly under control, walked out of the study; the general’s aide glanced over at the blooddrenched
    corpse, grimaced, and followed her“Stay in the hallway where I can see you and don’t move!” he shouted,
    crossing to the desk, his eyes darting from one object to another, taking in the last items Norman
    Swayne saw before placing the automatic in his mouthOn the right side of
    the wide green blotter was a Pentagon memorandum pad, Swayne’s rank and name printed below
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    8:46 am
    @@@@@I wasn't thinking of exercise that
    @@@@@I
    wasn't thinking of exercise that afternoon, I
    wasn't monitoring the pain in my hip, and I wasn't
    counting stepsI wasn't thinking of anything,
    really; my mind was gliding like the pelicans
    before they spotted dinner in the caldo largo
    below themConsequently, when I finally spotted
    the kind of shell I wanted and looked back, I was
    stunned at how small Big Pink had become
    182
    I stood bouncing the orange shell up and down in
    my hand, all at once feeling the broken-glass
    throb in my hipIt started there and went pulsing
    all the way down my legYet the tracks I saw
    stretching back toward my house hardly dragged at
    allIt occurred to me then that I'd been babying
    myself - maybe a little, maybe quite a lotMe and
    my stupid little Numbers GameToday I had
    forgotten about giving myself an anxious miniphysical
    every five minutes or soLike any normal personI could baby myself going back,
    stopping every now and then to do one of Kathi
    Green's side-stretches, which hurt like hell and
    didn't seem to do much of anything else, or I
    could just walkLike any normal unhurt person
    I decided to go with thatBut before I started, I
    glanced over my shoulder and saw a striped beach
    chair a ways farther southThere was a table
    beside it with an umbrella, striped like the chair,
    over itA man was sitting in the chairWhat was
    only a speck glimpsed from Big Pink had become a
    tall, heavyset guy dressed in jeans and a white
    shirt with sleeves rolled to the elbowsHis hair
    183
    was long and blowing in the breezeI couldn't
    make out his features; we were still too far apart
    for thatHe saw me looking and wavedI waved
    back, then turned and began trudging for home
    along my own footprintsThat was my first
    encounter with Wireman
    ii
    My final thought before turning in that night was
    that I'd probably find myself hobbling through the
    second day of the New Year almost too sore to walk
    I was delighted to find that wasn't true; a hot
    bath seemed to take care of the residual stiffness
    So of course I struck off again the following
    afternoo
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    8:43 am
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    Jared saw me, saw my mortified expression, and stopped
    “Wanda, what's this about?”
    I threw Ian one blazing glance of reproach and then tried to meet Jared's eyesI looked at his feet instead
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    I couldn't even nod
    Familiar hands brushed my neck, tracing down either side to my shouldersMy heart thudded
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
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    “Why?”
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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